wat more can i say?
august is just not my month..

woke up with..
sore throat and left eye swell..

1st time ever..
i have a phone which could only sms and nothing else..
in the morning,
i was there foolishly waiting..
how much i hope my phone could call out..
sadly, it failed me..

UT today..
i was still at choa chu kang by 8.05 am..
i blame no1..
tat's words from the bottom of my heart..
swear!

i was cursed..
i truely believe tat..
every1 around me was on a cab..
except me..
how "lucky" can i get?
8.20 am.. my luck change for abit of better..
i realised something..
the ppl up there like see my miserable face b4 letting me off..

cab fare - $14.60
look at the time..
8.55am i reached class..
bye bye VB UT!!
2nd VB UT i missed.. wow!
today congitive module..
a module which i'm not suppose to skip anymore..
i skipped
everything jus put my mood so low..
i left with other classmates..
went to band room..
collect thing tat i need and meet peng..

dun wish to go home..
he needed accompany
i need some1 around..

had lunch..
choked on food..
drink my own water but showed no sign of better..
cough cough and cough
it carried on for 10 mins..
peng brought me a can drink..
took a slip..
and i recovered from it..
haha
isn't both water?
oh well it was jus my luck..

a totally travel day for me..

Choa Chu Kang
RP
Red Hill Mrt
IMM
Funan IT Mall
Bedok
Bukit Panjang
Bugis

drained out from all these travelling..

i wanted to thanx a few ppl..

Dap:
i really need to thanx u so much..
u helped me out when my phone let me down..
u kept me accompanied when alone..
u was there to helped and console me..
i appreciated and feel so grateful for wat u have done..
i'm so glad to have u.. =)

Peng:
it's so nice to have u around..
u make me feel better about today matter..
it jus bring me to smile..
u have been a very sweet person today..
once again, so nice to have u..
thanx u.. =)

Pei Xuan/ Daniel:
thanx for helping me out..
thanx alot.. =)

aug soon to be over..
- praying for a better month -

nv attend sch..
my plan today:
rest, slack, pack my wardrode, study for UT and complete hw..

ended up:
done slacking section only..
LOUSY!!

checked module predicted grade..
fear, fear and fear
tat's all i have within me..
i dun wish to have D for anything module..
i dun want to see a D!!!
oh pls god, i hereby pray to u..
dun gif me a grade below C..
pls pls pls PLS!!!!

had band in the evening..
sectional session..
done pract on method book..
been so long tat i really pract based on method book..
loved tat feeling! =)

guess who i brought home today?
my lao gong.. =D
he's home..
home sweet home..
time to shower him with total love..

ppl been shooting at my weak points..
chilli and neck..
esp chilli.. i must specially stress!
back off with those sambal chilli and chilli sauce..
i simply HATE them..
they scare the hell of me..
dun ever get overboard..
i will be a angry freak, i tell u!!!
becos it is not funny to me..

on phone with peng..
his trumpet met with accident..
very bad condition from wat i heard..
wat a thing to happen..
his exam is near..
trumpet = his life
his world crushed
his life need to send for repair
pray tat everything will be alright for his beloved*

whenever i heard instruments met with mishap
i feel the pain..
but..
i can't imagine the amount of pain inside him..*sigh*

he need a trumpet urgently..
his life will return to him in fri..
don't know how much it can recover..*pray*

approached xuan and daniel..
very kind of daniel
he agreed to loan it out to me..
WOOHOO!!
I LOVE U, DANIEL!!
meeting xuan tml at her place for band room keys..
last thing..
need to seek permission from dap..
all trumpets were taken..
decided to ask dap to help me out with this..
hope she agree..*pray*

hope everything will go well..

peng:

i noe saying those consoling words can't help u in any way..
all i could do was to pray hard
for u and ur trumpet..
pray everything will be fine..

p/s: the declare part was out of happiness and grateful.. =)
dun freak out ok, daniel? *grin*

dying soon..
my days are drawing near..
my body tell me tat..
need alot of rests..

last nite sleep
was terrible..
fan was blowing right on my face..
kept on wake up like nobody's business as though i'm worried about something..

woke up
with slight headache..
as if i drunk yest
and i having a hang over in the morning..
feel like banging on the wall..

work super sian..
did something unmoral stuff..
went to plaza sing to get polishing clothes during working hr..

my punishment came..
headache got worse.. like thousands of needles poking..
it so unbearable..
last for few hrs..
no panadols..
went to bang on the wall but it wasn't hard enuff to get a bump..
sounded scary but it did make me feel better in some way..

knock off
met peng to have dinner
he brought me to kallang airport..
herbal chicken, oysters omelette, fried kway tiao
too full.. far too full..
stomach feel so uncomfortable even till now, 2.47am..
how i wish i would vomit everything out..

my health is failing me..
i need a nanny to take care of me..
feel so weak recently..
i need those patting on my hand..

- wear out lian -

was alone at home in the whole afternoon.. so rare esp it's on a sat..
normally i will work on sat but today gonna attend concert..

had some mild mood swing, dunno why..
guess menstruation is cuming.. bleahx!
returned to normal after doing some house chore..*phew*

dress up abit for today concert as it's been quite awhile since i doll myself up and today concert audiences will be more of adults..

outfit

jean skirt
top with cut in at the back
jacket
heel
puma handbag



time for some guessing game.. every1, guess wat was andy's reaction when he saw me in tat outfit and some make up?


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he looked at me in up and down motion.. he made me feel as though i'm so kind of freak! argh!
he continued this "eyes exercise" from raffles places mrt to victoria concert hall.. wanted to strangle him so much!
he commented tat if zhi was to see me now. she would be as stunned as he was..
wah liew.. tat was too exaggerated!! it's not like as though i put on a heavy makeup..

all i put on was jus concealer, foundation, mascara, white power and blusher.. like tat only lor..
he said he nv seen me like tat b4..
of cos ar..why on the earth would i doll myself up when going to sch!? jus imagine how early i woke up everyday..
if i have to put all those stuffs on ar.. omg!! wat time do i need to get up everyday!?
i will die of all tat lor..

audio image concert

the band was not bad.. brass rule in the band which made the woodwind sounded weaker..
love the horn section! they were so freaking power!! WOW!!
enjoyed the whole concert.. everything was a new experience to me.. choir, band with choir, speech with band playing and children with hearing impairment playing percussion..
peng was great! was tired yet still could hold those notes so nicely and it sounded so high!!
love ur playing and ur jazz playing style.. =)

went to have dinner with peng after the concert..
walked to funan but everything closed.. so we decided to have our dinner at bedok..
went back home at around 1.30 am.. almost fall dead at bedok.. i need my bed!!!!

woke up by teresa's call..
it brought me happy news..
shi qi and teresa are sending me to sch!! =D

i still remembered how unhappy i used to get when ppl sent me to sch..
i didn't realised how xin fu i was last time.. stupid me!

it's so gd to see them.. simply feel like going up to them and hug them.. *grin*
we jus crap, crap and crap all the way..

it's raining and i have UT today!!
dead meat.. gonna be late for it! die lor!
jus in a nick of time, teresa's stomach aching! so we went to sch by cab! =D
wahaha! heng, she having a stomach aching if not i dun even noe wat time i will reach.. =X
asked Azure to hop on too..
in the cab, we continued to crap as if Azure is invisible.. =X

1st time ever, i run off after ut and 1st meeting.. i upset zhi, i suppose.. sorry zhi!
all these doings was out for them.. i want to go out with them!! miss them so much!
we went to kbox at lot 1 to sing! =)

did something in kbox.. wonder if we were the 1st bunch of ook who did tat..
we slept in the room.. =X
teresa just leaned back and slept awhile.. hmm, like 10 mins? while me?
erm, i lie flat down on the sofa and slept on ah chie's lap.. erm, for at least a half an hr? =X
waiter came in and out.. ppl walked up and down..
common reaction - stared at me..
feel so glad tat i have my jacket hoop on when i was sleeping!! *phew*

had dinner after tat and met ah chie's niece..
she dun seem friendly.. guess it was due to my presence..
hmm, who care anyway! it jus show something bad about her.. bleahx!
she dun have the ability to spoil my day.. =)

no $$ and having ur handphone's batt empty will bring u trouble..
it would jus spark something off and ppl will start mentioning about some sick ending stuff.. argh!!
i hate tat! so would u kindly stop bringing it up again and again? it always tear me apart..

didn't attend band pract today..

conclusion:
bad me!! wat the heck am i doing.. i simply can't believe i becum like this..
i shouldn't be like tat.. i want to go band!!
i miss my lao gong!! *sobx* holiday cuming.. i will bring u home, dun worry!! *muack*

sch

nx week- last day of sch..

mon - communication pract
going.. why?
becos i can't skipped it anymore.. *sigh*

tue - enterprise skill
NOT going!!! woohoo!!
i nv pon enterprise b4 lor.. so proud of it.. i managed to ren about ivan ong!!

wed - congitive process
eeyer.. have to go.. why?
same reason.. can't afford to pon anymore.. *sigh*

thur - basic sci
PON ar!!!!! dun need to think about tat one lor..
i wonder who will attend class on tat day..
cos lots of us are going to meet for breakfast and off we go and have fun!!! =D

fri - visual basic
going.. last day of sch so i want to stay in class..
last day with my lovely PD 0108 classmates..*sobx*
i love u all!!

was so so so so unwillingly to get off from bed..
i dun want to leave my bed!!! sobx sobx!!
wasn't in any gd condition in sch this morning..
class ended with some pissing stuff.. nvm, it's over..
glad tat my day ended happy today..*phew*

my class had inter-class tournament..
win 1 lose 2.. hmm, counted as not bad liao ar..
heard tat cheen han injured some1 with his teeth.. pro leh! =X

the maid



after lesson, i met sid up and went to watch the maid movie..
well we were lazy to walk rite up to our allocated seats so we jus sat at a row which was kind of near to the screen..
argh.. bad choice! sitting so near of the sound system when watching horror movie.. is definitely a stupid move..
those suddenly "BOO", "AH" and screaming will comfirm freaked u out when u sat so freaking near to those sickening sound system..
jus imagine it is able to make ur whole seat shake.. *gosh*
the whole movie wasn't scary, jus those stupid loud sound playing right to my ears..

sid freaked out alot while i was luffing at the movie.. =X
guess if we didn't sit tat near to the sound system, he wun freaked out tat much..
was feeling freaking cold in the cinema and touched sid's hand.. sid said he could even feel the coldness of my hand when his hand was hiding inside his jacket..
eeyer.. dun like today weather.. caused me to feel cold throughout the whole day..

after movie, we went to raffles link to chit chat..
hello!! mr sid, u have caused my fingers have red marks on now..
oh ya, pls pay me my cab fare!! 18 bucks.. wahaha!! bluff me somemore ar.. bleahx!!

class was SIAN today.. lesson without zhi, jackson, moses and connie is terrible.. at least i still have andy and mike.. *phew*
jus 1 day is enuff for me to miss them badly.. omg, i can't imagine when sem 2 start..

after lesson went out with andy..
been such a long time ever since i went out alone with him..
went to plaza sing for dinner and arcade.. arcade was fun.. =)
andy, JB? *grin*

poem

忘记了
她最后为任何人跳动是何时
忘记了
心动的感觉
她什么都不记得
只记得心痛的感觉
她相信这世上在也没有任何东西能打动她
她也相信没有人能医好它的伤痕
她只希望人们不要再伤害她
这样她就满足了

i compose tat.. =D
with the help of daphne den i'm able to write in chi.. thanx alot,dap!! *muack*

my sept working schedule out..
very little working day, haix! need to find another job..
making some travelling plan on tat mth..
genting trip! =)
this time round shall travel with friends and not colleagues..
i shall plan the whole thingy and have fun!! woohoo~
*pray hard*

12 more days to sept holiday!! woohoo~~~
looking forward for holiday but at the same time..
*sigh*
my PD 0108 is leaving me.. ='(
12 more days and everything change..


- my beloved PD 0108 -

a class with no class signage.. a class with the drape down..
a class whose projector always gif problem.. a class which full of vulgar langauge..
a class which make me feel home..
it's filled up my heart with memories.. gd or bad it may be but u all definitely make me life so much meaningful..
u all are the bunch of classmates who make my poly life so fun.. i will nv forget u all becos my poly life started with all of u.. heard tat, moses!! =P
swear from this moment..
u guys rock!!

pics of yest's event.. =)

the morning surprise


andy sms-ed zhi in the morning to tell her tat he wun be cuming to sch as he need to send his parents off and would pass her her present after sch.. zhi replied him, wat the crap is this.. wahaha!!
andy was complaining at her replied becos he did all tat to surprise her.. now u noe how i feel when i want to gif u a surprise on ur bday and u pointed middle finger at me.. wahaha! now u noe ar!! =P


zhi's cake.. with her fav chocolate and strawberries on it.. =)


her cake with candles on..


andy lighting up the candle..


blow wind blow..


she wish she wish..


her turn to remove those candles using mouth..

fake present



zhi with her "present"

saw tat subheading? yup, it's a fake one and it contained only newspapers.. =X
another surprise for her, u see.. =P
take a look at procedure of the completed fake present u see in tat pic..
here we go.. =D


1st i found a box and i crumpled the newspapers and stuffed them inside the box..
nx, i wrapped the box up with newspapers instead of usual colourful wrapping paper..


folded them in..


one side is completed so jus do the same for this side..


both sides folded and it's done with the newspapers wrapping..
jus continue the same steps till u feel it's enuff to sabo ppl.. =X


finally, jus use the wrapping paper at it's final stage of wrapping..
so there u go.. *grin*


zhi completed all the unwrapped procedure.. haha~
i jus 11 layers of newspapers to wrap.. imagine how she feel when she's unwrapping..


finally, we pass her the REAL present..
she's opening it up..
scarli more newspapers!! =X


carefully she opened the present..


her long awaited present.. her present finally revealed itself..


so glad to see tat she liked it..*phew*
it's a musical ball.. and it has something craved on it..
- friendship in the bag -

zhi, jus hoped tat u enjoyed ur day..

Happy 17th birthday, zhi!!

19 aug has finally reached and it's ur special day!!
so glad to have u as friend..
today is ur day and enjoyed it, ya?
happy bday.. *hugs*

reached sch at 7.32am.. for the rest of life in rp, i believed tat will be the earliest i will reach rp..
woke up at 6.10am.. heng got andy gif me morning call if not i comfirm cannot wake up one lor as i slept at 4 am this morning.. =X

i'm not the earliest.. i'm the 3rd person who reached class.. mabel is the 1st becos she reached class at 7am!! 7 AM leh!! can't u believe..omg..
she had her hp sent for serviced yest and the ppl there set her hp time 15 mins den usual.. so there she is in class by 7am.. *gosh*

more things cuming up!! *grin* shall updated more later!! =D

didn't attend sch today..

received sms from peng in the morning.. he was very sick yest..
had diarrhoea, vomit, fever.. poor guy!
vomit all everything so he had to take a jab and den he could recover faster..
doc said he got stomach flu..
met him up for few hrs.. he don't look so sick anymore.. *phew*
take gd care of urself, k?

met andy at 7pm at raffles city shopping center.. went to get bday present for zhi.. =D
get SOMETHING for her le.. but shall not mentioned wat is it now.. becos she visit my blog!! bleahx! waited till she get the present!! hope she like it! we have plan for u!! *evil laughter* =D

too much stuffs to be blog and i simply dunno where i should start with..
hmm.. had been a very blur person today..want example?
here u go..

went to annex to have lunch and after which we went to bookshop to get some tibit.. i paid my chocolate and wanted to leave the bookshop.. i had my hand on the door handle and stared at the push sign.. i remained at the same position for a few secs and i couldn't make up my mind how i should open the door.. so i let go of the handle and started looking up and down at the door..

zhi,benjie and viory were right beside me and they all saw wat i did..*gosh*

viory: u want to open the door, is it?
*me keeping silent* *benjie stunned*
viory: jus push lor..
*benjie pushed the door*
benjie: omg, wah liew.. so cartoon!!

i dun dare to say "yes, i want to open the door.." so paiseh lor and kana luff by them.. i realised i losing my ability to open those push and pull door.. ahhh!! i used to be able to open those door but slowly, i would jus stare at the door thinking which direction is for push and pull but i always managed to open them in a split sec.. now, i took freaking long time and not able to open it.. dead meat!

tat's jus 1 example of me being tat blur hui lian.. told wee siong about it and as usual, he called me a sa gua.. *sian*

the maid



went to catch a movie with sid.. wanted to watch the maid and he checked the movie slots on net which showed none.. not believing, i checked it myself and i found the time slot..we went to marine square and we stared at the screen which showed the time slot..

me: scarli dun have the maid ar..
*few secs later*
me: really dun have leh.. but cannot be leh, i saw it online one ar..
sid: dun have lor..
me: i swear i saw it.. i swear!!
sid: aahh!! u bluff me!! dun trust me!!

we went over to the big advertisement of the maid.. went to check out the showing date..

me: scarli is tml ar.. den i dunno wat i can say liao..

the maid showing at 18 Aug!! omg!! i stunned and i ran off.. sid saw tat and straight away noe why i ran off.. gosh!! i was so paiseh lor!!

land of the dead



in the end, we watched land of the dead.. after the show, den we realised it's a M18 show.. kind of shocked tat we went in to the cinema without any checking.. i mean they allow us in without checking the age of sid.. bleah! =X
anyway, tat's my 1st show of M18!! *grin*

i have decided to go for grade 5 music theory exam le.. shall jia you for it!! =)

too tired to blog today..
all i could remember is.. i was left all alone in the section during band.. very sianed lor!!
shall sleep now.. tml UT = SUPER SIAN!! =(

andy's bday

a acting day for me..*grin*
bluff andy tat i couldn't make it for his bday celebration over tat party world..
told him tat i need to meet my another bunch of friends.. guess he was sian 1/2 when i told him tat.. =X
zhi told him she need to meet a friend to collect a book and will meet them after tat..
i even mentioned tat the bk tat zhi collecting is wat i want to borrow from her.. smart zhi get it right away and she continue to act with me even we didn't plan tat at 1st.. *wink*

kept putting on a sorry look for him to see and kept on apologise to him..
b4 i left the class to get his stuffs, i went up to him and told him tat i going off and apologised to him again..
guess wat he showed me? he pointed middle finger at me!!
argh! NVM.. it's for ur bday.. i bear it 1st.. shall get u to pay later.. bleahx!!

andy's bday celebration
we bought him a quicksliver wallet at flash and splash..

after zhi and i got his stuff, we went to party world to get the room 1st..
wanna gif him a surprise!! =D
but they (andy, connie, jackson and mike) just banged into the ktv room.. argh!

andy didn't realise i was in the room until i shouted at him for cuming in so fast.. he was so stunned when he saw me lor and said our acting skill is so gd tat he totally believed in us.. wahaha!! yeah!! (^.^)x


his wallet's casing..
like his case alot lor.. andy, can gif me? =X


tat's his new wallet!! =)
nice, isn't it? me and zhi choose one.. andy, say thanx u!! =P


his chocolate cake in the box..


his mooncake!! *grin*
it's 15 of aug!! read tat in chi.. and u will noe why we buy him a mooncake.. =D
now den i realised mooncake is ex.. 2 bucks for just tat small mooncake..


his chocolate cake!!


his cake with 19 candles on.. shall sabo him until he die.. *evil laughter*


the cake look so nice with candles light up.. wow!


andy blew off the candle on the mooncake..
jus look how small the mooncake is.. haha..


the bday boy making a wish b4 blowing his "main" cake..


bday boy using his mouth to remove all the candles..
wow!! 19 candles to remove!! bleahx..


the bday boy.. twist twist..


my slice of cake.. *grin*


zhi singing!! lalalalala~~


connie and zhi.. =)


mikey baby!!


jack jack.. bleahx..
dun ask me, i also dunno wat is he doing..


ermx..*scratch head*
this pic look very wrong, rite? nvm, they do put on nail polish so i guess this kind of situation is very normal.. bleahx!


pic took when they singing peng you.. all so high..

- end of party world -

sms from andy :

thanx^10 for everything! tonite has really been a very enjoyable nite...
really very glad to have known u as friend! ^^
will treasure this friendship

reply from me :

welcum!! nx time jus dun point middle finger at me can le.. bleahx!!
as long as u enjoy urself den everything is worth.. *wink*

today is some1's big day!! =D

to andy:

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!
happy bday to u,
happy bday to u,
happy bday to andy,
happy bday to u!!

19 liao lor.. oldest between all of us.. =X
had a memorable 19th bday "present" in ur morning bath, ya? =X
no matter wat, enjoy ur day becos it's ur bday!!
it's a day tat u were born!! *yipee*

okie! done with my wishing to andy..
shall get back to work.. *wink*

met peng at parkway after his pract.. went there to get black ink for his printer..
wanted to eat twisted fries and he bought for me.. yipee!! twisted fries are yummy but end up he ate alot instead of the other way round.. hmph!

he set today as our sport day.. initially we wanted to play basketball and badminton but end up change to cycling becos no pin to pump air to the basketball and i didn't bring racket down.. yeah!! cycling!! =D

nv did i ever take a gd look at his bro.. eh, yest was the 1st time? *scratch head*
everytime his bro will be inside his room if not he would only show his face for a little while and gone..
today his bro went out of his room and watched tv in the living room.. OMG!!
came out of peng's room and saw his bro sitting there.. was jus so stunned to see him there watching tv.. he always got those serious look on.. wonder when can i see him smile.. *wonder*

at about 9pm, off we cycle to east coast for dinner!! woohoo~~~


peng carried his bike up..


both are his bike..


our dinner!! thumb up! =D

after dinner den we made our way back to his house..
reached his place at 11.35pm.. spent about 30 plus mins to get to his place.. li hai ba!! *grin*

argh! been very pig recently.. has been late for work very often recently..*sigh* don't like the feeling of opening up my eyes and realised i'm late for something.. lousy feeling! today i have tat feeling..*sigh*

i just hate cab! been taking so much tat i missed taking public transports.. argh! my this mth bus concession has come to a waste and i hate myself for spending so much..
when is sept cuming? i want to work and earn money!! all out and no in.. ="(

i need ppl to monitor my money flow and monitor my sleeping time..
nowadays been feeling so shag (friends who have seen me should noe) and when i got home, i feel so unwilling to sleep early.. i would jus stay up to do my stuffs till the time struck 2 am or even later.. gosh! wat is happening!?

i know the importance of sleeping early and enuff but i jus dun do tat.. dunno why..
guess i need to knock some stuffs out of my mind and replace it with pics of me look freaking awful.. yeap, tat's the way i'm going to do it.. my stupid mind is jus too stubborn..

charlie and the chocolate factory


went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory with sid recently.. he wanted to lift the curse of mine.. =)

before we process to the cinema, he said the movie might not be able to view due to some kind of technical problem and den we have to claim back our ticket money.. hmph! wat is he trying to do huh.. want to add on to the curse of mine ar? *shake head*

he bought a giant popcorn and 2 drinks.. 2 ppl and yet he bought a giant popcorn? he is trying to kill himself.. *grin* throughout the movie, i stuff him with pop corn.. keke!! shall make u fat fat! =P

at the beginning of the movie, the screen suddenly went blank and a while later we started hearing those advertisement music.. it's really stunned the both of us.. we looked at each other with the same expression and i exclaimed it to be too much of coincident..
few more secs later the movie scene came back and started showing as normal.. *phew*

the movie was erm.. ok? those tiny men in the movie with the same face are irritating me.. i realised something! those men can't speak english yet they could sing and it was in english somemore!? funny huh..

after movie we went to nearby place to chit chat.. we chat about our life - sch, classmates, band and our life principle. oh gosh! his classmate sux condom in front of them and the worst part is it's a he!! *faint*
love his adidas jacket! =D a jacket which is super oversize for him but it keep me warm enuff tat i dun wish to return him.. can gif me? =X bleahx!

chatted until dun feel like going home.. me always like tat one, tok until dun want to go home.. =P but wat to do.. still have to guai guai go home if not really no need to go home le..

- miss those stuffing -
- miss the jacket -
- miss me -

was waiting for bus at the bus stop rite below my home.. was listening to music when suddenly my hp started ringing..
"eh? phone call at this timing? somemore private no.?"
it couldn't be my mama cos she will only wake me up but the time now is 7.45 so i'm suppose to be on the way to sch..

picked the call and it was ah chie.. she asked where i was and she came to look for me..
she waiting at my block at 6am in the morning.. OH GOSH!!!! i'm still soundly asleep at tat time lor.. she told me tat my mama saw her in the morning while she was on her way to work and mama was so shocked to see her!! wahaha..
mama asked her go upstair find me but she dun want.. tan shi qi!! u are so noti..dun listen to my mama's word.. anyway even if u came up, i'm still in my dreamland so i will ignore anyone!! bleahx =P

she pei me to sch!! =D it has been a long time since anybody send me to sch.. moreover, it's at RP.. so far from my place.. *sigh*
thanx so much for all ur effort.. i appreciated!! u add more thing to the story of ours! =)
dun believe me tat i'm no longer angry with u.. see!! u gt urself drained out.. rest well,k?

been thinking about this for the past few days..
registration for ABRSM music theory has started and the deadline will be on nx fri..
peng has been urging me to take grade 5 this yr which was my initial plan.. but currently i'm still at grade 4.. tat's the factor which is pulling me back..
dun wish to take a grade 4 now and nx year take grade 5.. erm, it's kind of money wastage u see.. it's somehow stupid to take a grade 5 now when i'm still attending lesson on grade 4..
some ppl need not attending classes on tat but sorry ar, i dun belonged to tat category..
nvm,i still have time to think through..*sigh*

hope i wun be a blur sotong today to let "ppl" luff at.. *pray*

bad month

from the things tat i encountered so far in this mth.. i concluded tat aug has been a unlucky month for me..

alot of friends should have know about the recent 2 incidents i encountered.. well, today i accidently pressed attendence and leave record at leo (where our modules,"homeworks" and result are found there) and there i saw i have a partially present record on 5 aug..gosh! partially present? i was there in class at 8.35am and i attended all the 3 sickening meetings.. now tat sickening ivan ong mark me as partially present?stupid ivan ong better gif me a gd explaination hor..

even shee rui commented tat i am freaking sway this mth..yup, i agreed.. shall start counting down for the arrival of september..

how has today been for me? sux + sian = 11 aug 2005..tat's all i can said..

ah chie: i'm not angry anymore..i noe i sounded sian when u called but i am not in any upset mood anymore.. jus feel very sian, perhaps it's about some stuff which is not linked to u? dun worry,ya?

shee rui: thanx alot for being my buddy for the past few mths.. u have always been my listening ear and i am really so glad to have know u.. thanx for everything u did for me.. love u loads! =D btw,i'm not like wat u tot initial rite? hehe.. i'm great,isn't it!? wahaha! *muack*

i think god is trying to tell me not to watch movie this mth..
initial plan was to go down to marine bay for some carnival thingy with ah chie and teresa..
after lunch i was kind of lazy so i postpone the timing to 5pm.. in a later while she called in again to change the program to watch movie over at west mall and her niece is joining us..
well, it's fine with me cos i have u 2 with me..

time was running late so i jus took a quick bath and i dun wish to be late for the movie so i took a cab down..
time struck to 5pm and i'm still on my way.. was wondering y they nv call becos the meeting time is up.. i reached west mall at 5.05pm so i called ah chie but didn't manage to contact her, den i called teresa up and she told me she was at home.. i felt kind of weird why she was still doing at home but i didn't raise out my doubt.. i asked her about ah chie's whereabouts and told her tat she can't be contacted through hp.. all she replied was "oh,too bad.." i was like "huh? why the hell u respond in tat way.."
later on she passed her hp to ah chie and i was shocked..

me: eh, why are u over at her place? i tot we watching movie at 5pm?
ah chie: huh? u nv call me den i tot u still sleeping so i tot nv go and watch le..
*me super sianed..*
me: i nv call u? u nv even ask me to call u and before tat we already agreed to watch liao wat..
her: i now go down find u lor..
me: for wat..dun need..
her: we go shop shop or we jus go down to orchard ar.. u got thing to buy at there,rite?
me: dun need..i want to go home..
her: i send u home lor..
me: i got legs and hands..i can go home by myself...

u can luff all u want and i noe i sounded mean toward the end of the conversation.. it jus affected me too much.. it happened the 2nd times this week!!! i can't take it this time..
the 1st time already push me to teary but i managed to control it back.. this time round, tears jus dropped down without my knowing..

i dunno how to face them after tat lor.. i dun wish to face her niece with me showing attitude becos it's not very nice of me to do tat.. it jus so sadden me so much tat it actually happened to us..

called andy to chat becos i need to pour all these to somebody..thanx, andy!! he offered to meet me but i was kind of lazy so we jus chatted on the phone.. thanx for all tat, andy!! =D
btw, i was at west mall till 8 plus alone..YES,alone!!
feel so much better after toking to andy..*phew*

at 9 plus i had phone conference with zhi and andy!! (^.^)X
i missed zhi saying mami!! miss her.. seeing her tml leh!! =)

..Tue,9 Aug 2005..


happy 40th bday, singapore!!!


had to work today..sian1/2! jus hope to stay at home the whole day and slack!!
september!! pls cum quick!! i'm waiting for u!! *pray*
feel so restless during work.. didn't sleep much and had to wake up early to fulfill my promise of doing those house chore..


not much ppl was there to shop.. *phew* if not i dunno how am i going to take it..
met peng after work to have supper at geylang.. freaking lots of ppl today..



it's not really our supper but dinner..
the flat thingy u saw on the pic was actually their ver. of carrot cake..
haha, very different ya?
didn't eat much today..not much appetite today..*sigh*


too tired le!!! need sleep BADLY
ciaos..

..Mon,8 Aug 2005..


a bad start for a day..


stupidity


argh!! moses, zhi, jolene, andy, jackson, connie and ching yee went to causeway point to watch charles and the chocolate factory.. guess wat? i went to plaza sing to meet them!! HELL LOR!!! went down by cab some more - $10.70!! they wasted a movie tic and i wasted both.. heart feel so freaking pain lor.. missed a movie and wasted stupid money on cab for nothing. argh!! i am already so freaking broke and i actually wasted so much $$ on NOTHING!!! feel so freaking stupid!!!!
felt so angry and hungry! cos i have not had anything since morning.. a mixture of anger and hunger was so terrible!!
sorry moses.. was freaking sianed tat i dun even wish to think about causeway point.. i asked u to bring out the dvd and yet i caused u to bring them out for nothing.. i'm sorry about tat..


should have jus stay at home!! argh!
called wee siong up and asked where he was.. told him about my situation and he kept on luff and luff.. he is so sickening.. =P
went to meet him at bugis Mrt control station.. i dun wish to head home when i had jus spent $10 plus on cab..


national library


we went to the newly opened national library.. wow!! 14 levels!!! levels 13 & 14 are used for office work and there was nothing on level 12.. hmm,why the heck they want to have it empty..*scratch head*



the scenery from level 14 at library



another scenery..


we started our touring from level 11..
they binded magazines of different kinds into many big books..
they even have FHM!! wee siong wondered why library has them when library are open to public..


we found a section which was so damm cool!!
a section full of tapes, VCDs, DVDs and CDs..opera, classic, cartoon, concert, art, brass quintet and even circus!! =D
it is so cool!! but they are not for loan..
=(
picked a few tapes to watch, but there are only 2 VCR machine so we went back to pick DVDs..



a tape on bach!! wow!!




tat's mozart.. and tat sickening wee siong jus wun let me take a nice pic on them..


we watched a circus Dvd.. wee siong like these kind of stuff..



they are pro.. so much better den the one i watched previously..
they even have a live band and singer lor.. wow!




look at him! he has been mesmerised..


he left his IC on the table so i decided to take a snap shot on the pic of his IC.. so i can reveal to
every1 his sec 3 pic but sadly, he noticed my motive and started snatching his IC from me.. argh! we fought until we accidently plucked out the headsets from the tv and there was a sudden loud sound..OMG!! everyone looked at us and even the librarian cum up to us.. gosh! so embarrassing!!!


library reseacher
went to explore the reseacher in the library.. seen alot of times on tv but nv touch it b4..



we dunno how to use the machine at all.. still need to seek help from others w/o knowing the instruction sheet is right beside the machine..*faint*




he jus dun wish to reveal his whole face lor..dunno y..
we took the flim of newpapers in dec 1973.. i dun even noe where i was lor..



style,rite?



can see tat sentence above MCC?
it wrote " prepare now for 1974/1975 examinations"
omg lor.. we are now in yr 2005..


got legs?


we came across a exhibition which show pics of singapore place of interests..
stupid wee siong told me this when he saw the following pic..



the god of door have legs and he is wearing puma shoes!!
WAT THE HECK lor.. wahahaha.. i almost rolling on the floor with laughter lor..


we stopped our touring at level 8 becos both of us were starving.. we shall continue our tour some of these days..


wee siong's long lost bro



dun it jus look like wee siong? some more he wore green shirt lor..
saw alot of turtle soft toys today.. all are his long lost bros.. =P


kind of lazy to blog the whole thing..again! shall stop here.. bleahx..
we went back home at around 10 plus.. thanx wee siong for today if not, i can't imagine..thanx! =D

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