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Tuesday, March 28; 11:48 PM

phone rung
ans it while doing settlement

dumb folded
speechless
mind went blank
i dunno how to react
and wat to react
body started to tremble
eyes and nose turn sour

but i still couldn't find a word to react
my heart totally sunk

he jeer at himself
telling me how weird everything is
every words he speak
my eyes and nose get more sour

i nv noe
i can be in such manner
dealing with other ppl's issue
it had a huge impact on me
a even greater to him..

i search my mind
to find a word to console
but i found none..
i couldn't even console him
wat a friend i am

it nv came across my mind
tat he wun get through it..
i always believe
he can make it
he will make it
he definitely will make it
w/o a word of doubting..

y are they so cruel?
they jus killed a musician

he stun with the situation
and he asked me wat can he do now?
i really wish i can tell him
i really wish i could
i really wish..

With ♥,
feli

Sunday, March 26; 2:49 PM

eerr,
was ask to do this by jas..

Select 5 people to pass the love on:
pass the love? diao
1) Peck Eng
2) Hannah
3) Stella
4) Pei Xuan
5) Wei Zhi

Here it is:
What were you doing 10 yrs ago?
19 - 10 = 9 yrs old
pri sch ar..

5 songs that u know the lyrics right off the top of your head:
1) lian ai da ren
2) ai chou
3) hua tian chou
4) cao cao
5) lin

5 things you would do if u were a millionaire...
1) bring family on a world tour! =D
2) move house
3) oversea trip with friends
4) 42BO bach stradivarius trombone
5) convert a room for music purposes

5 bad habits:
1) sleep late
2) well-known late queen
3) lazy
4) lazy
5) lazy

5 things i like doing:
1) listen to music
2) hang out with besties
3) read comics
4) being with fjsb
5) learn new knowledge

Things that u'll nvr buy, wear or get a new one again?
1) tuba? =X
2) chilli sause
3)
4)
5)
i can't think of anymore.. (=.=")

5 fav. toys:
1) trombone
2) hi-fi set
3) lappy
4) hp
5) bro (he is fun to play with)

-done-

With ♥,
feli

a new lay out
got sick of the old one
and hannah the xiang jiao complain too

didn't like this colour
but no choice
cannot change it
unless i change the whole design
(=.=)

too bad
i'm sux at art
i'm a computer idiot
therefore, i can't create pretty
and creative out from computer..
sigh*

time to sleep
nite all.. =)

With ♥,
feli

Saturday, March 25; 5:22 PM

woke up at 6am
feel extreme pain at throat
it is super duper pain
when swallow saliva and drink water

it was so painful
tat i almost teared
horrible experience..

share something with everyone
i guess u all will luff

the nite i had fever
i slept at 1am
and woke up at 7am..
it was such a impossible thing tat i will do
noe y i woke up so early?

the whole duration
when i was sleeping..
dreams keep on coming in
friends ask me
dream or nite mare?
and i told them
i dreamt of naruto!!
argh..

in case
u wonder wat is naruto

it is a manga
this story is about ninja
recently have been reading it..

i dreamt them fight fight fight fight fight
fight until i simply cannot follow up
and my mind got so messy
tat i simply have to wake up..
arrgh..
how bad can this be seh?

i woke up at 6am
partly becos of throat
and also naruto came to visit me again!!
(=.=)
but it wasn't tat horrible like the 1st time..

went to see doc today
doc said my respiratory system got abit infected

5 types of medicines

yucks
they gif me 1 bottle of med syrup
eeeyer..
i hate syrup!!

i rather swallow pills
also dun wish to drink med syrup
simply yucky!!!

i will be recovering in no time
(^.^)x

With ♥,
feli

Friday, March 24; 11:45 PM

degrees fall
36.2
i feel i'm okie
but throat hurts alot..
(T.T)
weird..y does it still hurt?

degrees went up
as i stay awake..
(=.=")
y can't it jus go away..
argh!!
but i still feel alrite
only the stupid throat hurt hell load..

heck care about my stupid fever
went to NUS concert
trombone solo wor..
how could i miss it!?

it is so great to see some1
performing solo rite in front of u
having trombone solo in a concert
is such rare..

i must say it was a gd one..
despite a few mispitch..
lip slur-ing in between alot of interval
is comfirm tough tough tough..
i like his tone!!
(^.^)x

saw mr er
he sick..caught a cold?
take care urself hor..

FEVER get away from me!!
arghh!!

With ♥,
feli

Thursday, March 23; 12:43 AM

need to design some stuff..
but
fever again..
(T.T)

sore throat, body ache and head spinning
sore throat jus recover for 1 day
now it's back again
(=.=)
cannot bend down
head will spin up, down, left and right
aaahhh..dying..

have to get the design stuff done real soon
need it urgently..
hope will feel better tml

pray*

With ♥,
feli

Thursday, March 16; 1:17 AM

consist of vincent bach, stork,
dennis wick, schilke & monette

With ♥,
feli

Wednesday, March 15; 1:21 AM

ok
i propose something
yet same thing happened
reason was giving
well, i have no comment again..

somehow
i feel new stuffs are not reliable at all..
the old ones are still the best..
i guess it applied to friends too..
sigh*

argh!
dun want to mention those things anymore
it jus bring my mood down..

stella having attachment
teresa have "special" friend
ah chie still stuck at m'sia
my bestie buddies!!
i miss the 3 of u..

all i have to say is
they are still the best
even till now..
becos old friends always the best
and they cannot be compare..
thanx gers for being a part of my life..
(^.^)

With ♥,
feli

Tuesday, March 14; 11:23 PM

what will u do
when there's no electricity at home
and ur friends dun want to accompany?

go out alone?
stay at home and get "cook"?

i chose to get "cook"
haix..(T.T)
yea, my ice cream buddies dun want to pei me..
sad case, isn't it?
well, i have no comment about it..

rui want to watch the
repeat telecast of campus superstar..
jas? i not sure..
jus noe tat they dun want
to save me from being "cook"
sigh*
dunno wat to comment too..

maybe try pushing the outing to tml..

slept late yest
jus hope to get up late
becos no electricity
equal
- no tv
- no music
- no fan
- no heater
arghhh!!!!

end up..
i woke up at 11 plus
AAAAAAHHH!!! (>.<)
why the hell do i wake up at tat timing..
bang head*
force myself to sleep more
the weather nowaday is so humid!!
cannot take it
so woke up at 1pm..
sigh*

heng,
yest i dig out bro's comics
jus imagine,
humid weather
with no entertaiment..
how to survive!!??
(T.T)

went to bath
argh!! cold water!!
i hate bathing in cold water!!!!!!!!!
(T.T)

the best part
after i came out from the bathroom
i went to my room
i saw something light up..
(=.=)
the electricity was back!!??
on the fan
aaahhh!! the fan is moving!!!

so diao lor
i bathe finish den electricity came back
damm sickening..
(=.=)

With ♥,
feli

Sunday, March 12; 12:09 PM

went to band world
bought vincent bach 1.5c trumpet mouthpiece
saw stella on my way
lolx, hao peng you always have fated with each other

wah liew
band world change location
now so hard to find..
(T.T)
on my way of finding
a ger approached me, asking me
whether am i looking for unit 01-183 too
den we find the location together..

Ms Sia and Mr Ong were there
approached Ms Sia
she took out the mouthpiece
and asked " u from fajar,rite?"
(O.O)
i am really shocked and happy!!
to think she actually will remember me..
from sec sch till now,
i still like Ms Sia
(^.^)x

as ususal,
she charge the band students under the company lesser
$65 for the mouthpiece
and i paid $62..
$3 less but i am still thankful to her..

had a awful dinner..
1st time eat dry noodle
which is cook from maggie mee..
(=.=)

peng cooked
1st time he cooked for me..
but yuck
it dun taste nice..
still perfer those kind got soup one..

went to catch a movie
date movie

wat can i say about this
DISGUSTING and LAME
argh!!
cannot take it..

ppl watch horror movie
normally will have
ppl bury their face into their hands
while me and my tat bunch of bestie buddies
we will luff when watching horror movie

when i watch this kind of movie
i will cover my face lor..
damm er xin seh!!
bth!!!!

With ♥,
feli

Saturday, March 11; 2:02 AM

been hearing this recently..
ppl have doubt
ppl ask me
ppl question my friends around

i am hereby declaring
me and peng is purely jus friend
friend and nothing more
(^.^)x

happy with the ans?
=D

With ♥,
feli

Thursday, March 9; 12:23 AM

jolene baby..
i dunno wat i can do for u 2
i merely can pray hard for the both of u
i pray to god
that u can be strong
i pray to god
for his health to return

i pray to see ur smile on ur face again..
be strong, jolene
we will be here for u..

may god ans to their prayers

With ♥,
feli

Wednesday, March 8; 10:22 AM

10.22am
1st week of offically holiday
can u believe it..
i'm in sch rite now!!
(=.=)

having succesful computing course
some kind of 1 day training course
to train those incoming freshmen..
9am - 5pm
argh! i'm rotting rite now..
how to survive?
(T.T)

some maple pics to share (^.^)

found a identical twin
(^.^)x

jas & i holding lollipop
(^.^)

there is a marriage system in maple
a heart will appear
when they are a couple..
the pic above is a couple kissing
(^.^) hehe..

meinu & i
meinu very pretty but actually............
haix

me and meinu
lesbian couple!? =X
no ar, in maple still not tat open ar
so dun have lesbian marriage
if not i already married to jas lor.. (^.^)
we were jus standing in front of a couple ar..

a lvl 104 priest change the mob to snail
(O.O)
1st time see!! me noobie.. (=.=)

slept at 6am last nite
(=.=)
meinu use titanic method to make me go orh orh
(=.=")
mami came out a few times to nag
when i finally went to bed
she suan me
" ppl wake up at day time, u sleep at day time"
" ppl sleep at nite, u wake up at nite"

morning wake up
mama suan me again
"wah!! gd lor, sleep so little"
" so GD ar!!"
(=.=")

y my mama like tat one..
(T.T)

have to work later
6pm - 10pm
sianed..
meinu said i under training to be god
(=.=")

With ♥,
feli

Saturday, March 4; 11:07 PM

off work
walking to the bus stop at esplanade
there were new art works

some works associate with music

those pics were poster for montreux jazz festival

if u happen to be at esplanade bus stop
u will probably u will see this

With ♥,
feli

Friday, March 3; 12:54 PM

went back to fajar
finally, i went back!!
didn't go back for quite some time
and it become so long
tat i feel so paiseh to go back alone..
(=.=)

felt so glad tat i manage to go back
phew*

played El Camino Real and Pirates of Carribean
haven't pract den ask me play
long touch with bach strad trombone le
playing wise is diff from conn trombone
need some time to adjust
(=.=")

when i took the trombone out
i really am shocked
those bach strad trombones were disfigured
(T.T)

hais*

all in all
i still love fajar band
(^.^)x

With ♥,
feli

Thursday, March 2; 11:48 PM

something to share..
consider ur daily diet
think for ur health

satay with peanut sauce
11 spoons of fat!!

roti prata
6 spoon of fat!!
i didn't noe roti prata contain so much fat
(=.=)

curry fish
6 spoon of fats
heng, i dun eat tat..phew*

chuo kway tia
8 spoon of fats!!!
aaaahhh!!!
i dun want to eat tat anymore!!
(T.T)

chicken rice
5 spoons of fats..
omg..
it's the rice that is fattening..

siew mai
4 spoons of fats!
jus 3 siew mai contain 4 spoons..
no wonder amir continuous eat it for at least a mth
he gain 4 kg?
scary..

fish ball noodle
i will eat this 4ever..
(T.T)
0.5 spoon of fats..

With ♥,
feli

Wednesday, March 1; 11:57 PM

didn't attend sch
(^.^)x
meet sherlyn and jas after sch
send lappy for check up

problems tat my lappy face
- short batt span
- suspect spoiled mic
- heaty lappy

went countless time
up and down fujitsu center
go until i feel so paiseh..
(=.=)

class outing at seoul garden
didn't go
already have planned activities..

from left
carmen, braden, amir, jasmin, me, sherlyn & janice

took a few pics with jas & sherlyn

me & jas

sherlyn & me

poor jas..
her face being "cut"

might be the last time i saw sherlyn le..
(T.T)
coz she always mediated in class
only will get out of class
becos of toilet!!
(=.=)

we went to library
did something unmoral
shhh..
secrets between us..
(^.^)x

jasmin so ke ai!!
her reactions and her "na shi shen mo lai de!"
(^.^)

carried out ice cream trip w/o rui
went back to gelatissimo

jas had chocolate & lychee
mine lemon, coconut & strawberry

the lemon really damm sour
(>.<)
coconut..unique..
strawberry? eh, duno wat to comment
=X

meet stella and teresa
for k box!! (^.^)x
kind of addicted to sing le.. =D
someone is missing out in this group
TAN SUE CHIE!!!
when are u coming back!!!??

toward the end
teresa brought some1 in
nv inform us
den brought the person in
(=.=)
will gif us a shock one lor..

tat person's hair ar..
eh, i dunno how to put in words
stella has a better way of conveying my idea
tat person's hair look like ice kachang
but was incomplete
becos no green on the person's head
(^.^)

stella..
now is new generation le
so new ice kachang mah..
(^.^)x
i think teresa gonna kill me..=X

With ♥,
feli